I was mean today

I had a really bad day today. Sometime you get to see a side of your personality that you truly find detestable. I got to see that side of myself today. I can be a really mean person. I sometimes say things to other people that are not nice and I should never say to anyone out loud. I woke up feeling really emotional and I think that by the time the day was done I had been pushed over that edge I I stopped caring who I hurt in the process.  I’m left now just feeling guilty for not censoring myself better and not letting my feeling reel so out of control.  Its hard to feel that way sometimes. I’m sorry for being mean to anyone who I was mean to today.  I swear that I’m going to try to make it up to you.